It has been some time.
We are together, but still figuring out.
I lay intertwined in your arms, in my bed.
Our bodies so comfortably separate, yet together.
The tears well up in my eyes and my heart aches.
The words are urning to be expressed,
but my head won’t let them be heard.
It hurts my heart to not express the immense emotion that is overwhelming me.
But my head is scared.
What if I say it and you don’t say it back?
What if I say it and don’t feel it back?
What if I say it and I scare you away?
What if I say it and you disappear?