The heat.
The quiet.
The intent.
It’s sacrid.
Healing.
Pure.
Accepting.
Nonjudgemental.
Light.
I can breathe.
And be me.
Just me.
No makeup.
No title.
No responsiblity.
Just me.
Immerse myself in my practice.
Focus on my body.
At my own pace.
The power of the postures.
The depth of that day.
The cleansing of the sweat as it swells and rolls off on my skin,
The smell.
The salt.
The heat.
Namaste.
Over the years parts of me died. And other parts were given or taken. I very willingly gave away slivers of and sometimes complete sections of my heart, my individuality, my identity, my creativity. Then there were those that took when I was not strong enough to stand my ground and stake m claim. Over…
“Can I sleep with you?” She says. “Of course you can.” I reply. She hasn’t done that is long time. I thought she was good? She’s been better. Happier. More upbeat. Bouncy. Sleep with me? Are we back there again? How man steps have we gone back? I wasn’t ready. I thought we were good….
Being the best, most authentic me is all I want to be. It is powerful and it is freeing. What do you want? What do you stand for? Who do you want to be? What are you waiting for? As you embark on your journey of self, see yourself for all the greatness that you embody….
I look up at the sky… “Thank you dad.” As I look at the sky… I know you are crafted it. All of it. Eliminated who wasn’t worthy. At the right time. In the right way. You put in my path.. crafted every circumstance. Showed me the truth of those around me. Gave me the…
It starts inside, That is where the work begins. It’s not about the ta-da of the outside world. It’s not about the facade or how you fasly portray. Does that make you feel better? More important? More interesting? What are you looking for? Is the real you not the you you want to see? Why…
I now have my wings. I am now able to fly. Preparadness. Years of learning. Cleansing. Clearing. Honing in. Releasing. Calling in. Harnessing. It is now. I am ready. Stepping one foot at a time. Putting on my balls. And roaring my roar. But the beauty of it all. I don’t need to yell. Only…