I am inspired by those around the world that are doing thier part to make a difference. We are in a new world that needs need new thinking. It is time for me to do my part. A few years ago I created a clothing line, StylishShe. I no longer have the line, but back… Read more
My Pieces
Over the years parts of me died. And other parts were given or taken. I very willingly gave away slivers of and sometimes complete sections of my heart, my individuality, my identity, my creativity. Then there were those that took when I was not strong enough to stand my ground and stake m claim. Over… Read more
day 7
when my heart felt peace and belonging. “I’ll wash the sheets.” love is making the stripped bed. before you go. for the day. for a night. forever. -saoirse havil
mother’s day
my mother has been gone for nearly 5 years. i awoke from a vivid dream of her. here. smiling. her best self. what a gift, to have had this mother, I thought. my daughter, a young adult now. vibrant, smart, funny, spirited -a life of her own. brings me beautiful flowers, a lovely note and… Read more
day 3
it comes in waves. grief always does. there will be much left unsaid. it is, they say, for the best. no contact is the only way to go. the only way forward. it seems impossibly difficult. now, in this moment, i count the days. but I know from past experience, that at any second, i… Read more
Energetic Awakening
Totaly surrendering. For what is to be. For I am to become. This new me. I release all that that no longer serves me. Knowing that those that know better are driving for me. I have done my part and for this part of the release. My only job is to let go. And let those… Read more
Swallowed By The Flames
You are not longer. Gone. You made me mis-believe. That I needed thee. That I was unable. To be there for me. To be the one. To carry me. But that is gone. Swallowed by flames. Up in smoke. No longer the same. That dark mis-truth. Finally revealed. The truth that I surpressed and couldn’t… Read more
Transformation
It starts inside, That is where the work begins. It’s not about the ta-da of the outside world. It’s not about the facade or how you fasly portray. Does that make you feel better? More important? More interesting? What are you looking for? Is the real you not the you you want to see? Why… Read more
Prince Charming
I love you. But I am not in love with you. I deserve the first impression you, not the real you that seeped through. The persona you wooed me with in the midst of the grander of it all. You swept in. And knocked the everything out of me. You drew me in with all… Read more
Follow
I will follow my path. Listen deep to my heart. Trust my inner guide. Live by my truth. I will quiet the demons that haunt me. I will feed the hope that drives me. I will nourish my mind, body and spirit with actions that build me. I will shut down those and that that… Read more
Goodbye
It is time for you to go. You are no longer right. You no longer have hold on me. You are old thinking… believing… false truth. That for which I belived to be true. But is no longer. It is time for the thoughts, beliefs and actions of truth to surface and shed light on… Read more
Bubbling
Festering, bubbling, brewing… begging to be released. No! Burry it deep. Don’t think it. Talk about it. Acknoledge it. It isn’t real. It isn’t happening. No. Not me. Not my life. What will they say. It will be so hard. They are so crewl. They won’t understand. But… it’s festering. Yearning to be free. Screaming… Read more